hair

i talked to my dad over the weekend, and he said i could dye my hair (again^^;)i want to do it black with red bangs (framing my face) and i told him i'd look up pictures and such. this is the closest i've gotten to what i want:

short poem-untitled (T-T)

I feel trapped inside of my mind,
were hazy memories and fairy tales
dance to the sound of words
waiting to be spoken.


i came up with this when i was focusing on a dream i'vehad fequently. i had to save it as a draft in my texts to remember it.^^;

untitled

I stand here looking at
The ocean, letting the
wind play with my hair,
pulling it back and
whipping it forward.
I listen to the waves
tilting my head to the
sky and closing my
eyes.
the air smells like the
ocean, pure and calm.
I hear someone call
to me, and I turn to
see who. my
friend is calling my
name, and I wave to her,
a smile on my lips.
I turn to fast, and
the rock crumbles
beneath my feet.
I lose my balance,
and tumble down
to the waves crashing below.

Silent Tears

Mommy
You
hold
back
tears
when
You
see
My
scars.
The
Tangled
And
Twisted
And
Mangled
Marks
Covering
my
Arms.
You
Whisper
To your
Friends
About
Sending
me
away
again,
while
I
sit
in
my
room
and
let
the
blade
slither
across
my
arms.
Mommy,
You
think
This
is
my
fault,
That
I
do
this
For
fun…
But,
Mommy,
I
do
this
Because
of
my
pain.
The
pain
Of
being
Sent
Away,
Never
Hearing
A kind
Word
I’m
At the
Breaking
Point…
Mommy,
Can’t
you
hear
Me?
The
Soul
that
urns
to
rip
free
from
my
body?
Mommy,
Listen
To
My
Silent
Tears
They
Will
Be
Gone
Soon…
Mommy…

Knife Kiss-magnetic poem #1

The knife is
In my hand,
The blade
Kissing my
Flesh,
I float
Towards
The ceiling
No longer
Effected by
Gravity
I hear the
Song
Of my life
The
Yelling
And
Lying
That always
Leaves me
Broken
And
Trembling.
I float
Away,
A
Whisper
Now…
I no
Longer
Feel
Pain