if you lie...*edited*

it was a story book love
right from the start,
I fell right into your arms,
head over heels in love.
you hugged me,
kissed me,
made me feel like
something other then the
worthless girl
I always
saw
in the mirror...

you always whispered
you'd love me forever,
you helped me feel happy
when I was down...
you promised
to be with me forever,
why do you know
tell me that
each whispered promise,
each loving touch,
was nothing but a lie,
a simple game to you?
playing with my heart,
causing me pain in the end,
to distract you
from your own.

so now I sit,
still in love,
battered and raw...
I can't deal with this pain again...
so I'm locking my heart away forever,
never to love again...
becouse I trusted you,
and you used that to destroy me...
I will never let myself love again
....it only leads to pain....